Transgendered Canadian

So basically I am so anxious to wait for the results of what will happen for the final and last surgery.

It's been way too long since the wait of surgery! I want to this now, and now..

I weep...

I start to ponder...

Life has its wonders
It certainly makes you ponder.

When will I be complete as one?
Time will tell as I wait near the phone.

I strive on going by the book..
Yet I am always left off the hook.

When will this wait end?
I really need this to happen!

Please oh please let me free.
I don't want to spend my time drinking coffee!

I sit all nervously in a panic of wait.
Yet I feel like all I am is simply bait.

They say you need real life experience to move on..
Yet I sit here with experience that is beyond!

They say they needed proof..
I gave them more then enough through the roof!

I sometimes weep at the overall thought.
When will the day come, the final step, I sought...